Chaosmatic!!!

The charismatic chaos!
Well don’t ask me what originated this thought but somehow this makes me happy and encouraged enough to write :)

I have a question here...What is that you want?

1).A series of moments of satisfaction where you pursue something you have always been passionate about to do (make sure you know this)

2).An altogether different series of random moments where you don’t think much, experiment over things happening to you and you simply react to it and not act!

Okai, to elaborate, people who fall in first category are surely poised and diligent and pleasing to others as well, they are mostly contented with what they do and are in high spirits to look forward to carve their own path. But at the same time I find them very vulnerable, they are like an edifice of sand that takes time and diligence to build, it is beautiful, every blow cannot shatter it but some can surely distort it forever, the blow is nothing but the boredom of satisfaction they have which they realized as an afterthought of some absolutely inaccurate happening that simply redefined their idea of satisfaction. Somehow I want to pursue my passion and be poised but again I am more afraid of the distortion, hence I move on to the second category…

So, people in this category are unpredictable, thoughtful and enigmatic or if you frame all this correctly, they are lazy! They are mostly unsatisfied and transitory happenings fascinate them a lot. They love, they hate! Basically they love to hate because the change fascinates them! They are happy at a moment and unhappy at the other, again because they love the transition :). These people are surely interesting to be with but the problem I find with them is after sometime their unpredictability becomes very predictable! They are very bad at bearing consistency, even if it is the consistency of alterations .At the end they want a peaceful evening with something meaningful to think and do. I would love to love and hate and keep that enigma alive but again the fear of reaching that predictable state dominates hence I move on…

So actually it’s all chaos and its wonderful and better you accept it as early as possible!
Hence the question remains…! Trust me both the situations are interesting and that is why I am not bothered to answer this to myself. Neither should you be :) I am happy to find this and just writing this post to make few more head counts happy who are as confused as I am!

The Simple Present!

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Need to revive, Deed to retire!

With deceptive self,

the semblance resides, terms differ!

Converging to essence,

quantifying impressions, dismissing coherence!

In the radiance of realm,

defy to surrender, purely to unwind!

Acquaintance with worth,

is enough to endure? question prevails!

Blinking to the query,

a mystified grin, suffice to simplify!:)

Oh I feel good now...I had nothing much discerning to write but with the heave, few shattered words started making sense and I seem to have dissolved a portion of my current thoughts above!
I am sure there have been or there will be or most probably there are moments in your cognizance that would make you recognize these lines.
Tell me if you could relate to any!